Abstract accepted for oral presentation.

Conquer? Or avoid?

那时候我们有梦，关于文学，关于爱情，关于穿越世界的旅行。

如今我们深夜饮酒，杯子碰到一起，都是梦破碎的声音。

那时我有很多梦，关于文学，关于事业，关于理想，

那时我时常在午夜惊醒，

因为有很多梦未圆，

因为对现状的不甘，

因为对明天还会期待，

因为相信自己会是一个奇迹！

如今，我总能一觉睡到天亮，

因为对明天不再幻想

曾经很多梦的也沉睡了，

曾经很多的冲动，消沉了。

是长大了？

是成熟了？

还是麻木了?

反正是回不去了...

"...For most, there was no realistic expectation of ever catching up to their ambitions. In their own eyes, they were never good enough. They were the opposite of complacent. And yet, in a very real sense, they were satisfied being unsatisfied. Each was chasing something of unparalleled interest and importance, and it was the chase - as much as the capture - that was gratifying. Even if some of the things they had to do were boring, or frustrating, or even painful, they wouldn't dream of giving up. Their passion was enduring."

- Angela Duckworth, Grit

【我们都知道，风雨之后，才能见彩虹。

　但我们都希望，最好能直接坐在彩虹里，他人已经为你布置好绚丽的世界。

　可惜别人为你布置的景致，他随时都可以撤走。】

世界那么美好，我却没有时间停下脚步欣赏沿路的风景。
每日忙忙碌碌的生活着，是否已经看不清自己的目标？

"Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it."

- Steve Jobs

【我们一路奋斗，不是为了改变世界，
而是为了不让世界改变我们。】

《无声呐喊》

"The fragmentation of healthcare delivery compounds the problem, and on current trends, the next generation of elders will face it even more acutely. With medical sophistication comes fragmentation; with fragmentation, a diminishing ability to understand medical choices; with rising frustration even deeper dissatisfaction."

- Dying for a Chat

不知道是不是真的因为工作操劳过度。
今天虽然请了病假在家里休息，心情似乎没有怎么改善。
医院那边也不知道会对我有些什么安排。毕竟我还没过试用期，就还想已经很疲惫了。

其实我觉得自己的身体状况应该没有那么糟。可是最近的失眠和空虚感确实是工作操劳的症状。

希望不会怎么样吧。
应该都会好起来的。

祝我好运。

第！一！天！上！班！

我想纪念今天下午历史性的一刻 ---- 我人生的第一份正式专业工作！！

没有任何言语可以形容我当时的心情。简直不敢相信，还没参加毕业典礼就已经找到工作了。

感谢老天对我的眷顾。
感谢他当初把我从鬼门关拉回来。
感谢他当初开导我，让我在黑暗里看到希望。
还有，我要感谢自己。
感谢自己的坚强。
感谢自己的努力。

谢谢所有帮助过我的人。
如果没有你们，就没有今天的我。

我已经迫不及待的，想要踏上人生的另一个阶段。

星期五到来之前，每一分钟都是煎熬。

翻阅着以前荣誉学位关于神经心理学的教材，似乎点燃了我曾经以为遗忘了的热情。

明天的应试，希望能正常发挥，马到功成！

如果我们没有忘记过去，从来都不是因为怀念别人，而是怀念过去岁月中的自己。
怀念那回不去的曾经。

有多少曾经如此在意的事情，如今想起来只是一抹微笑。

如果人生可以 'backspace' 你想回到过去的哪一年呢？

是想弥补遗憾，还是想重来一次？

生活从来都不容易，当你觉得容易时，肯定有人在替你承担属于你的那份不易。

当坚强成为我们唯一的选择时，我们才会明白自己是有多坚强。

偶尔的一次失败，对弱者是一种打击，对强者却是一种激励。
经历过连续的失败，却永远保持乐观的人，无疑是强者中的强者。

A new drug called ixekizumab that clears severe psoriasis.

The authors of the JACI paper speculate that tailored antibody therapy could prove as effective in controlling eczema as ixekizumab has for psoriasis.

Source: http://www.sciencealert.com/this-new-drug-is-amazingly-effective-at-clearing-up-severe-psoriasis-the-trials-show

Scientists have developed a new blood test that detects early Alzheimer's disease.
With 100% accuracy.

The blood test uses autoantibody biomarkers to accurately detect AD at an early point in the course of the disease when treatments are more likely to be beneficial - that is, before too much brain devastation has occurred.

The test is designed to detect an early stage of AD called Mild Cognitive Impairment (MCI), and distinguish it from similar cases of mental decline that are caused by other factors e.g., vascular issues, chronic depression, alcohol abuse, and the side effects of certain drugs.

The MCI patients had been diagnosed based on having low levels of amyloid-beta 42 peptitde in their CSF, which has been identified as a predictor of rapid AD progression.

Using this biomarker method, the test was also successful in detecting mild-moderate AD (98.7%), early-stage PD (98.0%), MS (100%) and breast Ca (100%).

While at this stage, knowing that you have AD earlier rather than later won't prevent it from developing altogether, but it could give patients the opportunity to sign up for clinical trials for new drugs and treatments, plan out future medical care, and even explore ways to help delay its progression.

source: http://www.sciencealert.com/scientists-have-developed-a-blood-test-that-detects-early-alzheimer-s-disease

Neurosurgery requires a commitment to one's own excellence and a commitment to another's identity. The decision to operate at all involves an appraisal of one's own abilities, as well as a deep sense of who the patient is and what she holds dear. Certain brain areas are considered near-inviolable, like the primary motor cortex, damage to which results in paralysis of affected body parts. But the most sacrosanct regions of the cortex are those that control language. 

Usually located on the left side, they are called Wernicke's and Broca's areas; one is for understanding language and the other for producing it. Damage to Broca's area results in an inability to speak or write, though the patient can easily understand language. Damage to Wernicke's area results in an inability to understand language; though the patient can still speak, the language she produces is a stream of unconnected words, phrases, and images, a grammar without semantics. 

If both areas are damaged, the patient becomes an isolate, something central to her humanity stolen forever. After someone suffers a head trauma or a stroke, the destruction of these areas often restrains the surgeon's impulse to save a life: What kind of life exists without language?

- When Breathe Becomes Air, by Paul Kalanithi

紧张。
我竟不知道自己会那么紧张，连睡觉做梦都会梦到被IN。
是因为太在乎吗？
我好害怕。如果拿不到会怎么办？

我终于找回自己了。
那个自信，快乐的自己。

久违了。

我在想，如果当初我真的想不开，那么现在的快乐和满足都不会存在。
我会非常后悔的。

所以，不论遇到什么挫折，不论多么绝望，你都要相信，黑暗总会过去，晴天即将到来。

加油。

不知道是从什么时候开始，大家都不再写博客了。
当初博客对我们那帮中学生来说，是一个不可缺少的东西。
现在随着科技的发达，大家都挂在脸书上。渐渐的，博客不再开启，也无人访问。

夜深人静的时候，我总会有那么一点惆怅。对逝去的青春感到无奈，惋惜。
原来时间真的过得很快，过眼云烟。

最近忙着实习，生活反而变得简单直接。
身边的朋友好像也一个个的步上轨道。
不知道十年后的我们，会是怎样的呢？

有缘无份。
这句话用在他们身上十分贴切。

为什么，两个互相喜欢的人，这么多年了都无法突破‘友情’的关卡呢？
或许，真的需要 ‘天时地利人和’……

祝福他们。
愿有情人终成眷属。

你想过普通的生活，就会遇到普通的挫折。
你想过上最好的生活，就一定会遇上最强的伤害。
这世界很公平，你想要最好，就一定会给你最痛。

- 改变的力量

无论你正在遭遇着什么，
你都要从落魄中站起来重整旗鼓，
要继续保持热忱，要继续保持微笑，
就像从未受伤过一样。

不论遇到多大的烦恼，时间也不会为你而停止。生活还是得继续。
兵来将挡，水来土掩。
不要被困难打倒，加油！

累。
好累好累。

其实我觉得自己也没做太多的事情，每天的行程也不是排的很满，可为什么就是感到那么疲倦呢？
我学着不去抱怨自己的，更不去羡慕别人的人生。
我相信所有的机遇对我都是一种磨练，一种成长，更是一种幸运。

我相信我是幸福的。
不论我现在看不看得到，我依然坚信以后的我一定会感谢今天自己所付出的努力。

加油。

人只要放對了位置就能彰顯出價值

不要否定自己

你終能被看見

把时间和精力花在该花的地方。

一个人的夜晚，喝着香浓的速溶咖啡，听着音乐，能很容易的进入工作状态。

最近睡眠一直不好。
一闭上眼睛，满脑子都是些不好的回忆。
有些事情，不论过了多久，再回忆起来还是会带来痛苦。
我不断的问自己，如果当时我不是怎样怎样，现在会不会怎样怎样……
如果…… 如果……

无法改变的过去，带来当下的痛苦。
未来呢？未来也会痛苦吗？

我常安慰自己，何必自苦，何必活在过去？
我现在也不是在虚度光阴。我也在不断的努力着。可是这样真的就够了吗？

话说回来，我的人生道路从来都不平坦。
波折不断，身心的折磨也不断。
只是现在遇到的瓶颈更让我感到无力无助罢了。

罢了罢了。
也只能一步一步地走下去。

生活中有很多苦，只能自己面对。
没人了解，更没人能帮你。

如人饮水，冷暖自知。
自己受的苦，也只有自己最清楚。