Friday, July 20, 2007
Well, all that i can say is, my very first day in sch was really really great!!!!!! I made a lot of new frenz & they're really friendly~ At first i'm really nervous, afraid that i might be left out in class, but in the end, none of those stuffs.......... They brought mii around the sch, shared their lockers with mii & guide mii along loads of areas~ For today i'm really lucky, cuz i'm dismissed during lunch time, and 2 of my frenz, Tassi & Robert, walked mii to the entrance of the sch to meet my mum........... They are really really cool, i guess i'm really gonna enjoy myself in that sch, & hopefully able to make more frenz in diff classes.......... Oh ya, there's this guy named Daniel, he really looks like the one who acted as Ron's twin brothers in Harry Potter........... I'm nt joking alrite, it's true, everyone agrees!!!!!! Hahax, pretty cool to see that familiar face on him, & he's in the same class as mii!!!!! The educational system is really diff from Singapore.......... We dun have a form teacher, we dun have a specific classroom........... We'll be moving all around the sch to attend classes........... So yep, i'm new to this system but they are so willing to guide mii along, i'm truly grateful towards them, especially Tassi & Robert, they're great!!!!!! The uniform, is very very ex~ I needa wear a long sleeve shirt(due to my eczema), then a jumper, the blazer, then lastly the tie, & of cuz the winter skirt.......... Feeling weird wearing like tat, & today's my very first time going to sch without tying up my hair.......... Actually i wanted to tie it up, but my mum said i might be the odd one out, cuz most girls dun tie up their hair in sch.......... Hahax, well hopefully tmr will be a great day for mii too!!!!! All the best guyz!!!! =)
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
YeAh!!!!!!!!!! I pass my driving theory test!!!!!! I can drive now!!!!!! I am now holding the 'learner permit license', envy bah???? But wateva it is, i still gotta wait for another 2 yrs to take my driving practical test, cuz now i onli 16 mah, must reach 18 then can take.......... Hahax........... But today very poor thing leh, cuz aunty Gladys only drive us there, can't drive us back........... So, we gotta take the bus lor............ But the prob is we din take any bus in aus before......... Hahax, so after the test we walked to the station.......... It's raining, so damn cold lor.......... I felt so helpless at tat moment.......... Dunno why, i think knowing how to drive is really impt in aus.......... Well, sry guyz, i dun wish to write any further, i'll stop here.......... NiTeS!!!!!!
Monday, July 16, 2007
Alrite!!! Enough of all those unhappi thingys!!!!! Let's tok bout my day........... Hmmm, i woke up late today, at bout 12pm........... My parents chided mii for tat........... HaIz, tired also cannot slp longer meh.......... My dad wanna bring my mum & I to have an experience of taking the bus and train to my sch & to my work place.......... In the end, we din take any~ Cuz at first he drove us to the station, letting us know how to walk from the station to my sch........... Then drove us back home, intend to take the bus to the nearby station.......... When we reached the bus stop, they went to hide under the trees, cuz TOO SUNNY lerx.......... Wat the, then i kept walking here and there, waiting for the bus, UNDER THE SUN........... Hahax, but hor, as i was walking i kept thinking of that damn hot guy leh!!!!! Dunno why, i got a feeling tat i'll see him again.......... Hahax, think too much ler bah!!!!!!! =X Back to my parents, finally, they walked out from those trees, then my mum asked mii to dial that number to ask for the infos of the bus' arrival time.......... Guess wat???? NO BUS FOR THE DAY!!!!!!! AARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!! Frustrating leh.......... As we're walking back home my dad asked if i wanna eat fish and chips, it cost bout 6 plus 7, then i told him, "Dun want larhx, waste money leh, must work an hr to earn it back u know!!!!!!" Hahax, since when i becme so.......... Wateva larhx, mus save money mah hor???? Hahax~ Well, my day was, erm, alrite, how bout urs??? TaKe CaRe!!!!! =) SlP tIgHt!!!!!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Jux one word to describe my day----OvErJoYeD!!!!
Hahax......... Actually, i'm really scared to go to work, cuz i'm afraid i'll make loads of stupid mistakes again.......... Really scared leh, if in the end the total amt of money dun tally with the correct sum of it, i might have to pay for it lolx.......... Although that manager isn't really fierce larhx, but cuz it's my first day i'm really worried.......... How i wish i dun have to work, jux stay at home & ReLaX.......... Then hor, u know while i was working wat my parents doing???? They went to eat 'dim sum' with their friends lorx!!!!! You say larhx, frustrating not???? I'm earning money while they're spending money~ THIS WORLD IS SO SO UNFAIR!!!!! AND, WHILE THEY'RE EATING SOME PIPPING HOT FOOD, I'M EAING COLD FRIED NOODLES!!!!!!! Wat do u think??? Is this fair???? Hahax.......... I kept complaining when they came to pick mii up after tat.......... LOLX~ HaIz.......... Oh ya, something great happened to mii again!!!!!!! While i'm working, i came by this damn damn hot guy!!!!!!! He's damn tall, damn macho, damn handsome, damn charming, damn friendly, damn nice etc. Too much to say ler larhx~ Hahax, well normally when we serve customers, we'll start with, "Hi, how are u???" Then they'll either reply "thx" or "gd".......... But as for him, when i greet him he in turn asked mii how am i, how was my day etc........... As i was too nervous at tat moment, i jux, "Yep!" throughout.......... Stupid huh???? Then as i saw the word "Paramedic" printed on his Uniform, i was thinking, "God, he's great........." I hope i wasn't blushing when he gave mii his super charming smile~ Oh lord, i'm too into it ler, nonono........... When my parents came to pick mii up the first thing first is to complain of cuz, then the second thing is to tell them bout this hot guy!!!!!! Then my dad was like, "Who's more handsome??? Harry potter(Daniel) or tat guy???" Immediately i replied, "Tat guy!!!!" Hey it's true alrite, i really think he's more handsome than Harry Potter.......... While my dad's driving i told them, "Hey actually this job nt bad leh, can see handsome guyz, even one also good arhx.........." Hahax........do i sound desperate to have a guy or something???? NO LOL!!!!! Actually it's becuz hor, Singapore dun have handsome guyz leh, so no choice lol, since i'm here i gotta see more.......... Hahax......... As i was bathing jux now, i was thinking, will i be able to see him again???? Wah, imagination run wild~
My mum's in charged of the dinner, then he ordered my dad to cut some spring onions from our garden.......... Hahax, cool huh??? Home-planted spring onions, fresh and nice!!!!!! My mum, haiz, i dunno how to say larhx, there's 3 of us, yet, she onli fried 2 eggs with spring onions.......... I was like looking at it, and asked her, "Is this for the 3 of us???" It's too little to imagine alrite!!!!! Then my mum explained, "Cuz Aus' eggs are bigger mah, so i thought 2 eggs are enough.........." *faint* My dad replied, "Yes it's bigger, by jux a tiny bit onli marhx.........." Then both of us sigh......... My mum's like, can u pls stop it??? Hahax, that dinner dun really cure my stomach.......... Well, my day's really great, i've got loads of fun at work and at home.......... How's ur day??? TaKe CaRe!!!! NiTeS!!!! ^^
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007


Thursday, July 12, 2007
Dun feel like going out today, so jux slp until my parents & aunty Gladys went out......... Oh ya, forgot to tell u guyz, there's an aunty living with us too, she rents a room beside mine......... Hahax, but anyway that room is the last room we have ler......... She's a really nice lady, she's got 3 children wor......... Very beautiful looking, & she's a yr older than my mum.......... But she looks really really young wor.......... Yep, so i jux feel like slping more today, anyway they also won be going to any great plc ma........ Hahax, they only go to the chicken farm and rose garden to purchase some stuffs, and to buy my quilt cover......... Then my dad was like scolding mii lor, say i lazy bum, next time when needa go work might be late for it......... TOUCH WOOD!!!!! Dun anyhow say k, i'll be able to do a great job der larhx......... He looks down on mii isst??? Hmpf, nvm, I'LL PROVE TO U THEN!!!!! Hahax......... Straight away after they're gone, i went down & switched on the TV......... Er, haven brush my teeth tat time larhx.........=X After a while then i go to the toilet to wash up......... Hungry!!!! But, nth for mii to eat??? I thought my parents will like, prepare something for mii first before they go der......... So heartless larhx!!!!! Nvm, i rmb buying some maggies when i went to the city tat time......... Yep, i found it~ But, i can't find any bacons or veggies......... No choice lol, [maggie + 1 egg] Sld be nice too~
Came here for quite a few days ler, but, haven cook anything before leh......... Wonder if i'll be able to cook it......... Hehe, no worries!!!! I'm CINDY leh!!!!! No prob larhx~ Although the stove's kinda diff, i still manage to cook it larhx, & also able to find those needed utensils......... LOLx~ After tat still much wash those things leh.......... Hate it! Cuz the water is FREEZING cold......... Hmmm, my parents and Aunty Gladys came back at around 2+~ Fast wor!! Oh, they wanna bring mii go eat lunch larhx, but i full ler~ Hahax......... In the end they stayed at home lol, Aunty Gladys cooked lunch for them......... Her cooking skills damn gd der!!!!! Her curry is the best!!!!
At bout 4+, my dad says wanna go eat pizza near the beach......... YeSSSSS!!!!!! But i lazy to wear long sleeves, so jux wore a jacket and brought another white one along......... Beach there sld be damn cold bah......... Nv 4get to take my camera~ Pics can record wonderful memories!!!! It's kinda late by the time we set out......... My dad larhx, force mii to eat apples.......... HaIz, u guyz know i hate fruits der ma.......... They see mii eat too slow ler, so ask mii bring to continue eating in the car lorx......... My dad thought he's car is sports car, drive so fast!!!!! But no choice larhx, mus be fast to see the sunset mah, if miss ler is a pity leh......... The sunset there very nice der......... So we're like sitting in a rollercoaster~ I keep saying, "FAST FAST FAST!!!!!" Cuz i look at the sky, the sun's setting ler......... Hahax, very fun larhx......... First time in my life chasing after the sunset......... Finally, when we reached, can still see a bit larhx......... They walked in front, like a family wor, then i walked alone behind......... Nvm, i love being alone to enjoy this wonderful scenery......... The breeze is freezing cold too, but my heart's warm.......... When i looked at the sunset, i feel like crying......... I miss my frenz, i miss 407, i miss Singapore......... No, i musn't cry, i gotta stay strong & cheerful......... Yep, i must be happii, every single day......... Yea, i can do it!!! =) I've only walked half of the bridge, while they were already at the very end of it........ Then my dad walked to my side, & say that their side was raining......... Yep, indeed, i could see strands of clouds & thought wat cud it be, so it's rain~ Well, my side haven rain wor.......... While Aunty Gladys & I were walking back to the shore, i saw a RaInBoW at the end where it rains!!!!! So beautiful!!!!! After tat Aunty Gladys went to feed the 'birds'(sry dunno wat's the name of the birds) with green apples. I joined in the fun!!!!! Those birds' feathers are pure white in colour, very peaceful feeling......... Hahax, they seemed to be a lil afriad of us wor, dun really dare to come near......... I feel great, jux by looking at them......... So peaceful~
After tat we went for pizza!!!! I went to order the 'plain' pizza, then the man look at mii & say, "huh???" I repeated myself, then still, he gave mii the same reply, "huh???" Then there's another man, who stood beside mii, repeated wat i said, "plain".......... Ok, fine, my pronounciation's prob.......... Hey, in singapore everyone pronounce as tat der ma, how i know in Australia they din accept my "plain" leh?!?!?!?! Forget it, i jux pai seh in front of my parents and Aunty Gladys lor......... I sld thx the man who helped mii jux now.......... Well, i ordered a small one, in the end, he gave us a large one.......... Do you know how big it is??? Luckily there's 4 of us, if nt i think we'll be bloated to death!!!!!! Oh ya, i ordered a cup of cuppucino & mocha on behalf of my dad & Aunty Gladys, taste damn nice!!!!! Much better than Singapore's starbucks and coffee bean(jux my personal opinion, sry if i've offended anyone)......... The total bill was $14......... DIRT CHEAP!!!!!!! God, $14 for a large pizza & 2 cups of coffee???? No way man!!!!!! I can't believe my ears when he said "$14"......... U can calculate der lol, &14 divided by 4 ppl......... How much per person??? Dirt cheap rite??? Well, damn full larhx, actually was thinking of eating dinner at home der, in the end the pizza and the coffee had became out dinner........ Hahax......... After tat went to the supermarket then went home.........
While i was bathing jux now my dad came to the door and shouted something......... I can't really hear and shouted back, "HUH???" Ok, the next time's pretty clear ler, he shouted, "Tomorrow, INTERVIEW!!!!!" Wat the, he totally spoiled the gd atmosphere of my bath......... HaIz, wat a spoilsport......... LOLx, interview for my job???? First time in my life......... I can make it bah??? Can can????(say CAN now!!!) Nvm, let nature take it's course......... Hahax, worry so much also no use......... Guyz, wish mii AlL tHe BeSt for tmr's interview bah?!?!?!?!?! NiTeS!!!! ^^
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Went to "唐人街" to have my lunch....... & bought 2 phone cards in case i wanna call back sing....... Then went to buy some snacks and drinks......... Quite cool leh, i can jux grap wateva i want and put them into the carrier........ After tat rain leh!!!!! Nth's wrong lah, the weather jux gets colder lol....... My teeth were chattering like mad........ Cuz i din wear long sleeves, i wore short sleeves then jux wear a jacket over it, guess it's nt warm enough huh??? Jux dun like to wear long sleeves mahx, very nt used to it........ Hahax......... Then went to my father's colleague's house for steamboat........ He's 2 sons so ang mo leh, i tok to them in cantonese they replied mii with english........ Wat the........ Then i so fed up lol, after tat jux tok to them in english ler......... Well, din eat much, cuz mostly is beef......... At night is so damn cold der......... So quickly went into the car and dad drove us home lol........ Nth much today larhx.........
I really miss my frenz in sing........ Especially all my good frenz......... HaIz, i wish i'm in sing now......... Well, i sld be happi der to be in aus der......... Peilin ah, thx for everything k........ I miss u so much wor......... Stay happi and strong, & i love ur smiles......... Take care, NiTeS........
Saturday, July 07, 2007
I'm finally in Melbourne now!!!! After hours and hours of flight, i've reached home at last..... Well, it's really cold down here..... It's bout 4 degrees celsius??? Hmmm, my room looks rather small........ Cuz, my bed is big, my desk is big & my book shelf is big......... So they occupied my room until it's like so small lor........ Hahax, nvm, i love my room........ My house is 2-storey, dun think that it's big, it's small too, jux nice for the 3 of us to live in......... Hahax, but i love this kinda feeling lah, the feeling of being in a house......... A house doesn't have to be big, doesn't have to be very well built, most imptly is that all ur family members are there tgt with u......... I love the darkness here, so that i'll be able to see loads & loads of stars here........ Hahax, my room can see loads of stars leh!!!!!! So nice........ In singapore i'll nv get this chance to see der, unless that place is really dark larhx........ Hahax......... Wooo, very cold........freezing........
In the morning at bout 6.15, ting came to take a few shots with mii for the very last time...... I can see that she's kinda sad to realise the fact that i'm really gonna leave in within an hr time.......HaIz, i really dunno what should i say to console her at this pt of time ler....... After a short while the lab aunty came to give mii a bag & a watch...... Thank you aunty!!!!! I love them loads!!!!!After tat July came to give mii a really big envelope containing cards and a box....... As i'm jux outside my house waiting for my parents to unload the luggage, xx called.....HaIz, i knew that she's crying when toking to mii ler, but she tried her best to hold back her tears...... Her voice's shivering when she told mii to take care & to wear more clothes etc.My heart hurts, but i told myself not to cry, i can't cry....... Cuz when i cry, she'll cry even more, even more terribly...... I know she's afraid that i might jux leave & will nv contact her ever again.....I've got loads & loads of things to tell her, but i dun have the time, i needa go ler....... After hanging up she called the second time, crying even more terribly, asking mii to take care again......HaIz, i'm feeling so damn sad yet i can't console her much, i really must go to the airport ler....... After hanging up the phone i saw Ting standing at the very end of the pathway, she must besobbing away....... I walked to her & tried my best to console her, but she jux can't stop her tears....... I rather she's nt there to see mii leave, she can't take it der....... When i really gotta get into thecar, i gave her my last hug and walked to the car reluctantly....... She waved at mii so vigourously that my heart missed a beat, looking at her crying, i can't hold back my tears any longer......... When i went into the car i saw her walking to sch......... Then as the car drove passed the sch, i saw Ting leaning against the pole near the traffic lights.......... I wanted so much to rush down to console her, but i can't, anymore......... I was crying so madly that time ler......... My mum was like, "Do you need tissues???" HaIz, i was wondering if she'll be alrite in sch.........
When i reached the airport i called Matt, then saw them running towards mii......... Hahax, tat Matt jux can't stop eating leh, he was holding a big pack of food from burger king......... They gave me a handful of stuffs again.......... Hahax......... Then i went to check in ler......... While waiting i took a quick glance back, then saw Su Juen Jie & Cheryl already down there ler......... I was really surprised to see them leh........ Cuz they din reply my msges i thought they won't be coming ler.......... So touched to see them there too......... Yu Jun's already there too......... After checking in my parents allowed mii to stay until 8am......... So i went to take pics and chat with them......... Yu Jun kept disturbing my 2 beloved seniors.......... Hahax, still haven grow up larhx he.......... Sadly, Matt and the rest gotta leave first as it's wat Mr Sekhar had told them......... So gave them my very last hug while my tears jux flow down so naturally.......... Can't stop crying tat time leh, too sad ler.......... Yu Jun gave mii a really sad look before he went off......... This is the very first time i see him so sad......... Watching them disappear from my sight is jus too cruel for mii......... Then i went to my 2 seniors.......... I cried and cried like nobody's business......... But i can hear Cheryl sneezing away ler......... Can't believe my ears and eyes, it's the very very first time i see that strong and cheerful Cheryl crying......... Trying to calm down a bit, then went to meet my parents & the rest......... When i saw my parents i gave my 2 seniors my very last hug too, this time i really tried my very very best to hold back my tears......... My 2 beloved seniors so nice to hug leh......... So so nice to hug......... Trying my very best to hold back my tears, i went in......... My 2 beloved seniors were still there, for a very very long time, until i disappear from their sight......... I kept waving at them until i really gotta go ler.......... Sad, very very sad.........
Time to switched off hp ler, then i saw Yu Jun's msg......... He wished mii loads of things & say that i really mean a lot to him......... Yu Jun, u mean a lot to mii too......... Then he told mii that he regretted not knowing mii sooner.......... Oh no, he made mii cry again.......... Before the plane take off to Perth, i decided to read those letters from my dear frenz & teachers......... HaIz, wat the, the first card already made me rain like mad......... Then comes to Peilin's letter.......... It was then i knew her true feelings, thx for telling mii peilin......... Su Juen Jie gave mii a little teddy which had been with her for 3 entire yrs, god, so touched......... Cheryl gave mii a card, although she din write much but i know what she wanna say, thx Cheryl......... Then it comes to the sketch book given by Matt, Jess, Peilin, Weijin &........still got who ah???? I also forgot ler......... Cuz while reading i kept crying and crying non-stop.......... My parents weren't with mii, they went in front, so beside mii were my dad's colleagues......... They heard mii sobbing so loudly.......... I dun care ler, i can't stop ler, can jux give mii a place to cry???? I shut the book and place it towards my chest, my heart's bleeding.......... It's nt a gd idea to continue reading it, i might jux break down on the plane......... No, i can't, i must be strong.......... So i intend to slp instead, hugging the sketch book of cuz.......... But, even when i closed my eyes i still can't stop thinking out my dear frenz, therefore i'm sobbing silently this time.......... I miss them.......... Dunno for how long, i fell sleep without knowing.......... I ate totally nth during this 5 hrs of flight to Perth.......... No appetite at all.......... Then my dad came to mii and say, "u jux hug this sketch book will full issit????" Then i reply him, "Hmpf, it's none of ur business k......." Hahax, he alwayz like to disturb mii der leh..........
Finally i've reached Perth......... Then my parents went to buy something for mii to eat.......... After 4 hrs, we went on plane again for Melbourne.......... I jux can't eat anything on plane leh, will puke man.......... So i jux ate some soda biscuits with butter.......... Nt bah larhx, quite nice.......... Hahax.......... Yep, finally reached Melbourne ler......... Guyz, did u miss mii???? Hahax, mus miss mii hor!!!!!! Wish all of u can score in Os with flying colours!!!!!! & thank you for everything......... I guess, if i nv migrate, i'll nv get to know so much.......... I'll nv get to know how impt i am to you, nv get to know how much u love mii and how much i love u........ Nv get to know loads and loads of things......... I nv expect so much great things to happen to mii der......... I thought the farewell party is really the best & the last thing ler.......... In the end, in the airport, the letters, the cards & the sketch book.......... HaIz, i'm jux so touched.......... Well, i'm all alone down here blogging now......... Jux to let u guyz know that i'm doing fine here.......... Dun wry bout mii k???? All the best!!! & TAKE GREAT CARE!!!!!! Once again, thx for everything.......... ^^
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Alright, she's still so pretty, but lose loads of weight leh, the job too tiring mahx??? NO!!! Cuz after her work she still go pubbing then stayed up the entire night having fun with her frenz......... LOLX, she's the one who destroys her own health......... We went to secret recipe for dinner.......... It's bout 4+ tat time, & we're having DINNER.......... Fantastic huh??? She ordered grilled chicken with mashed potatoes while i ordered chicken spagetti.......... After eating very full ler, but she still wanna eat cake.......... I think it's called the chocolate cream with bananas?? I dunno leh, i only eat but dunno wat it's called.......... DAMN DAMN NICE!!!!! Ok, but after eating our stomach almost explode.......... Then we went to CS' Metro to buy her cosmetics stuffs........ After tat to TM's arcade.......... Guyz, is ARCADE alrite???? She's like 27 yrs old still wanna go play those little kids' games......... I really dun wanna go der lolx, but i end up having loads of fun too......... The first game i played with her, then the 2nd and 3rd game jux see her play........... Hahax, nt bad lah, i really had fun playing the photo thingy game with her......... After tat go take neoprints cuz she forgot to bring her camera along.......... Actually is nt forgot bah, she nv tend to rmb anything der lah.......... Tat's why i lend her things mus make sure i dun need them urgently, cuz hor, ask her to return mii the things mus take mths leh......... She'll hav to dig and dig in her hs to look for it.......... WE HAD LOADS OF FUN TAKING NEOPRINTS!!!!!!!! We act cute, act chio, act innocent, act stupid & blah blah blah larhx.......... & the pics turn out to be so so nice!!!!!!! But damn small, my cher lah, she go click on the '3 ppl' option.......... Math fail ma??? Hahax......... Well i had loads of fun being with her today, cuz she alwayz tease mii, makes mii laugh, tells mii jokes and teaches mii loads of things bout life too......... I wanna be as cheerful as her!!!!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!!! I WANNA BE HAPPI!!!!!! ^^
Wah, only a few dayz left leh......... Still got so many ppl haven meet wor.......... HaIz, god can u pls give mii more time???? Dunno why, till now i still can't accept the fact tat i'll be migrating in bout 5 dayz time and tat i'll nv be back.......... I guess next MoNdAy when i leave i'll feel as though i'm going for a damn long vacation in Australia.......... Dunno why leh, cannot accept it leh........... But i try to be happi ler, i'll tryda be positive alwayz and i believe i can do it!!!!! I'M GONNA ENJOY MY LIFE IN AUSTRALIA!!!!!! Hopefully can lah.......... Hahax......... THANK YOU FOR THE DAY!!!!!! *a day closer to my migration
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
After tat went to meet xx......... We went to Bugis to shop for the things we want......... We ate bubble milk tea ice cream, so nice!!!! But xx says too sweet ler =.= After eating i still very thirsty, so i bought peppermint ice blended from Rockery......... Alrite, this drink is really sweet!!! I'm like drinking sugar water......... Hahax, while shopping i saw a crystal ball, very nice......... When i look at it, i'm like filled with dreams and hopes.......... So i bought it for Ting, hope she likes it, cuz i like it too......... Hahax......... It's the last one ler, so i guess it's kinda popular bahx......... After tat we bought a couple doggy(hp accessories).......... I took the 'guy' one, cuz it's in BLUE!!!!! Hahax, thx to xx......... She took the PINK one, so sry, i know u hate pink der......... But then, her's is soft soft der leh, mine is hard hard der, dunno why......... Hahax, but nvm!!!!! I so damn happi ler!!!!!! Then we went bac to Tampines Mall to look for another item........ On our way in MRT, we hook the doggyz onto our mp3......... Hahax, so cute~ Actually tat time i feel like crying ler, but manage to hold bac my tears.......... Cuz i know this wud be the very last time i go out with her ler......... Dun hav anymore chance in the future ler......... Silly gurl, of cuz i dun mind lol......... Glad there's someone who'll alwayz be there 4 ya......... Mus be happi k??? We bought an identical pair of bracelet in CS......... Very nice leh~ Hopefully she'll wear it larhx, although i know she won;t der.......... Hahax, but nvm.......... Then she go meet her mum, i go home lolx..........
Went home for a little rest, then go meet Ting in HK Cafe for dinner.......... Ting's mum gave mii a piggy pillow leh, so pink, so soft........ Very nice to hug......... Glad she likes the crystal ball~ ^^ Hmmm, today's dinner we share a mini steamboat for 1 person der......... Hahax, the pot really very mini lah, cuz we refill the soup base for bout 9 times leh.......... In the end they jux put the kettle of soup base beside us---self-service instead~ Hahax, the ramen damn damn long leh!!!!! Cuz it's HAND MADE NOODLE, so it's like dunno how many KILOMETRES long larhx.......... KkZ, i know it's a lil exaggerating.......... After finishing all the food still nt enough, we ordered another plate of meat and ramen.......... We still had difficulties handling the ramen......... Hahax, the meat fin ler, but the ramen, still left a whole load~ Reallly cannot fin, too full ler......... After tat we decided to take a walk to digest a bit......... Then my nanny called, she asks mii how come i leaving ler still haven contact her.......... HaIz, actually wanted to contact her a few weeks before der, but then my mum eat with her colleaues, so drag until this week........ She's like damn disappointed & upset larhx......... A mth before that she also got call mii, say a lot of things......... We both cried larhx, she said until like i so heartless.......... I cried during the walk in the park......... When Ting turned her face to the other side, i knew she's crying......... I wonder if she'd been holding bac her tears for quite a long time......... We then sat down & have a lil chat.......... Mostly i'm the one toking.......... She jux cry & nod her head......... HaIz, dunno how to console her too, cuz i can't change the fact that i'm leaving......... I wish to let her know that i'll be there 4 her no matter where i am.......... After toking to her i walked her to the bus-stop, if we continue staying there she'll keep crying der......... I left onli after she board the bus......... I'm really worried bout her, will she be ok????
Ting, i told u tat u'll nv lost mii if i'm in ur heart all the while......... So pls dun feel as though i've left u or wat.......... I know by saying that is quite useless, cuz u wont be able to see mii anymore, wont be able to tok to mii in person, won't be able to do a lot of things with mii......... But, we've got memories, wonderful memories!!!!! The memories that we had, onli belongs to us, YOU & MII~ Looking back at the sweet times of us having lunch and dinner tgt, u'll nv feel lonely......... I know, once u've come back to the reality, that kinda depressed feeling of urs would definitely be back......... But we all know, the reality is alwayz cruel isn't it??? Wat can we do to change the reality??? We can't~ Why nt, jux hold on to those memories of us, and enjoy our live......... I want a happii Ting, nt a sad one, nt the crying Ting........ I nv wanna see my beloved Ting cry wor.......... Whenever u're troubled, u need someone to be there, giving u advices and opinions......... U can alwayz give mii a call, i've promied to be there for ya whenever u need mii, & i'm so willing to do so......... Dun alwayz think that u're a bad gurl pls......... U'll be a silly gurl if u think so!!!!! Dun say sry, really, cuz u know ur senior'll be fine rite??? After a while of sadness, ur beloved senior will be able to move on again......... Believe in urself Ting, dun alwayz think that u can't make it......... Nothing's impossible in this world~ i'm sure u're able to handle things more efficiently now than in the past......... Life's full of obstacles, it'll nv be a bed of roses~ Once u've overcome all these idiotic obstacles, u'll gain more experiences and u'll be able to mature ur thoughts........ Since u've already been through so much, i'm sure u can be much independent.......... I BELIEVE IN U, DUN U BELIEVE IN URSELF TOO??? I'm sry i can't be with u in the night, but the chain & the crystal ball i gave u will......... They'll represent mii, i hope the chain can really brings u courage to face all difficulties in life......... & Hopefully, while u're looking at the crystal ball snowing, it'll be able to bring u hopes......... Look at it now, how do u feel??? Ur beloved senior will nv leave u alone, she'll still be there for ya alwayz when u need her, as much as she can......... Dun lose faith in her & of cuz urself!!!!! Be happi!!!!! Be strong!!!! Believe in urself!!!!!! Be independent!!!!!! My dad used to tell mii, whenever i'm so hardly hit by those obstacles, i gotta tell myself, "I wanna live on!!!!!" It's like u're so damn tired of moving on, jux wanna sit down and dun wish to walk any further, when u tell urself 'I WANNA LIVE ON!', u'll be able to get up on ur feets once again, and carry on with ur journey......... Same thing applies in life......... I hope i'm nt making u laugh by saying these 4 words??? It sounds a bit like CME......... Ok watever, jux wanna tell u wat my dad used to say.......... Hahax, alrite, ur senior here is getting slpy, tmr gotta wake up early to have breakfast with her nanny.......... & it's 2 plus now.......... *YAWN~ NiTeZ gUrL!!!! msg mii after reading k ^^
Monday, July 02, 2007
JeEvAn, thx for all ur nice words........
Telling mii:
"Keep going Cindy......"
"Always remain strong....."
"Dun eva let ppl pull u down k......"
God, i'm sure gonna miss u......... I promise u, i'll keep trying and trying........ Alwayz remain positibe, learn to be independent.......... Dun wry bout mii k, i'm gonna be fine......... HoPeFuLlY........ ^^ I'll tryda be strong!!!! cindy CHEW will miss u loads loads loads!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Once again, thank you for the party & everything......... Thank you for being such a great great frenz 4 this 1+1/2 yr......... I'll nv forget those wonderful moments with all of you!!!!!! Thank you for giving mii such a big surprise on my bday......... Never will i imagine something like that would ever happen in my entire life!!!!! Browsing through those pics taken with u guyz on that day will make mii rain......... Looking at those smiles on all of ur faces, i know how much i'm gonna miss u guyz!!!!! I'm sry if i've not been a very gd fren........ Pls do forgive mii......... You guyz nv fail to bring mii laughter & tears, nv fail to touch my heart......... Thank you for the efforts, thank you for everything......... 407 is the best class i've ever had!!!!! May all ur wishes come true!!!!! I'm gonna miss you damn damn loads!!!!! Dun 4get mii k????
Best wishes,
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