had a very weird conversation with July this evening.
she said something like,
"have u heard bout the rainbow hacker thing?"
"ya"
"lyk aiyo. one say help pp in china...then another one say hacker thingy.."
"u've already made ur stand, havent u?"
"yar"
"which is disappointing? haha"
"haiz. i jux dunno which to believe wad"
"removing it already proved that u've believed the other person. so dun tell mii u dunno who or which or wat to believe"
"but wad if it's really a hacker?"
"hacker. hacker. will die if he she it hack u?"
"no"
"who are the ones dying. u tell mii. who."
"them"
"lol. then?"
"ok."

how shall i describe my feeling...
disappointment?? yes, it is.
haiz. actually, i'm speechless.
and, thx victor, for still putting that icon even though i've told u bout the risk of being hacked.
haha~ thx.
u guyz might probably think that i'm being overly emotional.
but anyway, i'm traumatised by that earthquake.
and nevertheless, the sadness towards it has never decreased, nt a bit.
i wish to see more ppl caring, rather than their 'can't be bothered' attitude.
i wanna see hope and warmth in this world.
this world, sld be filled with love. agree?? yes?? no??
people are dying out there....and u're worried bout hackers??? jesus christ.

GOD, pls stop shattering hopes and dreams of theirs....
enough.... enough...