ThX 4 the day!!!!!! I'm super duper happi!!!!! Hahax........ Morning mus go bank with my parents, but due to my late slping time, i can't wake up on time lol......... Then when i wake up go wash up that time, i realise my eczema's getting from bad to worse......... HaIz........mood damn bad der lahx......... While dressing up, my mum kept scolding and scolding mii for waking up late, nv slp earlier & blah blah blah......... Her scolding is continuosly der leh, then i was like damn freaking pissed off lahx, my skin condition is driving mii insane too......... So while packing my bag i say, "You scold one time still nt enough ah? Still mus scold a 100 times then u happii issit???" Then i went into my room......... Even my dad, dun even say a word, jux let mii dress up in silence, listen to her scolding mii onli......... Then she jux keep scolding and scolding, she very unreasonable leh......... HaIz........ Then after saying that sentence to her i hardly tok to them ler......... I jux walk and walk, listen to my mp3......... My mum, nv say a word bout it ler, trying to joke around somemore......... While eating breakfast i also nv speak a word, nv smile at all......... U know, guyz, sometimes u really gonna speak out to let ur parents know how u feel, so that they'll understand and stop chiding u for the same old thing......... It'd been a long time since i gave my mum that damn black face ler.......... I dun wish to ruin my wonderful morning jux becuz of tat......... HaIz, Aus dollars' exchange rate went up again......... Wonder how long i'll needa take to buy myself my dream car.......... & my dad says i'll needa pay my own phone bills there.......... Pls, i haven even started working alrite???? So where does the money comes from??? I'm nt gonna touch my bank moeny hor!!!!!!

After tat went to meet xx......... We went to Bugis to shop for the things we want......... We ate bubble milk tea ice cream, so nice!!!! But xx says too sweet ler =.= After eating i still very thirsty, so i bought peppermint ice blended from Rockery......... Alrite, this drink is really sweet!!! I'm like drinking sugar water......... Hahax, while shopping i saw a crystal ball, very nice......... When i look at it, i'm like filled with dreams and hopes.......... So i bought it for Ting, hope she likes it, cuz i like it too......... Hahax......... It's the last one ler, so i guess it's kinda popular bahx......... After tat we bought a couple doggy(hp accessories).......... I took the 'guy' one, cuz it's in BLUE!!!!! Hahax, thx to xx......... She took the PINK one, so sry, i know u hate pink der......... But then, her's is soft soft der leh, mine is hard hard der, dunno why......... Hahax, but nvm!!!!! I so damn happi ler!!!!!! Then we went bac to Tampines Mall to look for another item........ On our way in MRT, we hook the doggyz onto our mp3......... Hahax, so cute~ Actually tat time i feel like crying ler, but manage to hold bac my tears.......... Cuz i know this wud be the very last time i go out with her ler......... Dun hav anymore chance in the future ler......... Silly gurl, of cuz i dun mind lol......... Glad there's someone who'll alwayz be there 4 ya......... Mus be happi k??? We bought an identical pair of bracelet in CS......... Very nice leh~ Hopefully she'll wear it larhx, although i know she won;t der.......... Hahax, but nvm.......... Then she go meet her mum, i go home lolx..........

Went home for a little rest, then go meet Ting in HK Cafe for dinner.......... Ting's mum gave mii a piggy pillow leh, so pink, so soft........ Very nice to hug......... Glad she likes the crystal ball~ ^^ Hmmm, today's dinner we share a mini steamboat for 1 person der......... Hahax, the pot really very mini lah, cuz we refill the soup base for bout 9 times leh.......... In the end they jux put the kettle of soup base beside us---self-service instead~ Hahax, the ramen damn damn long leh!!!!! Cuz it's HAND MADE NOODLE, so it's like dunno how many KILOMETRES long larhx.......... KkZ, i know it's a lil exaggerating.......... After finishing all the food still nt enough, we ordered another plate of meat and ramen.......... We still had difficulties handling the ramen......... Hahax, the meat fin ler, but the ramen, still left a whole load~ Reallly cannot fin, too full ler......... After tat we decided to take a walk to digest a bit......... Then my nanny called, she asks mii how come i leaving ler still haven contact her.......... HaIz, actually wanted to contact her a few weeks before der, but then my mum eat with her colleaues, so drag until this week........ She's like damn disappointed & upset larhx......... A mth before that she also got call mii, say a lot of things......... We both cried larhx, she said until like i so heartless.......... I cried during the walk in the park......... When Ting turned her face to the other side, i knew she's crying......... I wonder if she'd been holding bac her tears for quite a long time......... We then sat down & have a lil chat.......... Mostly i'm the one toking.......... She jux cry & nod her head......... HaIz, dunno how to console her too, cuz i can't change the fact that i'm leaving......... I wish to let her know that i'll be there 4 her no matter where i am.......... After toking to her i walked her to the bus-stop, if we continue staying there she'll keep crying der......... I left onli after she board the bus......... I'm really worried bout her, will she be ok????

Ting, i told u tat u'll nv lost mii if i'm in ur heart all the while......... So pls dun feel as though i've left u or wat.......... I know by saying that is quite useless, cuz u wont be able to see mii anymore, wont be able to tok to mii in person, won't be able to do a lot of things with mii......... But, we've got memories, wonderful memories!!!!! The memories that we had, onli belongs to us, YOU & MII~ Looking back at the sweet times of us having lunch and dinner tgt, u'll nv feel lonely......... I know, once u've come back to the reality, that kinda depressed feeling of urs would definitely be back......... But we all know, the reality is alwayz cruel isn't it??? Wat can we do to change the reality??? We can't~ Why nt, jux hold on to those memories of us, and enjoy our live......... I want a happii Ting, nt a sad one, nt the crying Ting........ I nv wanna see my beloved Ting cry wor.......... Whenever u're troubled, u need someone to be there, giving u advices and opinions......... U can alwayz give mii a call, i've promied to be there for ya whenever u need mii, & i'm so willing to do so......... Dun alwayz think that u're a bad gurl pls......... U'll be a silly gurl if u think so!!!!! Dun say sry, really, cuz u know ur senior'll be fine rite??? After a while of sadness, ur beloved senior will be able to move on again......... Believe in urself Ting, dun alwayz think that u can't make it......... Nothing's impossible in this world~ i'm sure u're able to handle things more efficiently now than in the past......... Life's full of obstacles, it'll nv be a bed of roses~ Once u've overcome all these idiotic obstacles, u'll gain more experiences and u'll be able to mature ur thoughts........ Since u've already been through so much, i'm sure u can be much independent.......... I BELIEVE IN U, DUN U BELIEVE IN URSELF TOO??? I'm sry i can't be with u in the night, but the chain & the crystal ball i gave u will......... They'll represent mii, i hope the chain can really brings u courage to face all difficulties in life......... & Hopefully, while u're looking at the crystal ball snowing, it'll be able to bring u hopes......... Look at it now, how do u feel??? Ur beloved senior will nv leave u alone, she'll still be there for ya alwayz when u need her, as much as she can......... Dun lose faith in her & of cuz urself!!!!! Be happi!!!!! Be strong!!!! Believe in urself!!!!!! Be independent!!!!!! My dad used to tell mii, whenever i'm so hardly hit by those obstacles, i gotta tell myself, "I wanna live on!!!!!" It's like u're so damn tired of moving on, jux wanna sit down and dun wish to walk any further, when u tell urself 'I WANNA LIVE ON!', u'll be able to get up on ur feets once again, and carry on with ur journey......... Same thing applies in life......... I hope i'm nt making u laugh by saying these 4 words??? It sounds a bit like CME......... Ok watever, jux wanna tell u wat my dad used to say.......... Hahax, alrite, ur senior here is getting slpy, tmr gotta wake up early to have breakfast with her nanny.......... & it's 2 plus now.......... *YAWN~ NiTeZ gUrL!!!! msg mii after reading k ^^