I've reached the lowest pt of my life. Why??? I really, really wanna be happii. But, can't. My emotions jux overtake me so naturally...... I'm depressed. Tears, where's my tears??? I can't cry. I've lost the ability to cry. Why??? Second thought, slash. Steadily took it, slide it open, most it towards my arm. Then a voice inside me says, "No u cant do tat, u can't let ur mum be worried bout u again." ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I'M GOING INSANE!!!!!! WHO CAN I TOK TO??? WHO??? WHAT CAN I DO NOW TO CALM MYSELF DOWN???? WHAT???? Why am i like tat??? Who am i??? ........can i slash, can i???